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ive been really sad all weekend and im not sure why. its probably from not taking my meds but i keep forgetting. i also feel like if i do take them i wont have them when i really need them 😭 i know theres something wrong with me but maybe if i try writing like this itll help. im not sure though. iike writing though. even just writing what comes to my head makes me feel better. maybe someday ill be famous and someone will find these posts. 🩷